So, I'm not really happy...on the surface things seem great, I have a decent job, Chiefs are kicking ass, I have a nice crib in the country, a couple cars, play some music on the weekends...
But I'm absolutely depressed. I miss my daughter, I miss my ex-girlfriend, Brittney...
I want to move to NY, but I have to wait for my job.
So, it seems like I'm stuck here, at least for a bit...
Not much is bringing me pleasure, I was so depressed today at work...I get weird thoughts, not like I want to hurt myself, but just...musings on the pointlessness of going to work every single day, just to pay to exist, just to really pay for the kid that I never see...
I'm actually pretty damn lonely, even in a roomful of people.
Originally Posted by scho63:
You CAN'T change the past, live in the past or undue the path your life has taken from the decisions you have made.
Focus on a list of things you want to see in the next year, five years and 10 years and work on getting those things.
absolutely, and things are slowly improving, I think. I'm going back to school to finish my degree, I only need to pass college algebra, but I have to take a pre-requisite math class, so two classes [Reply]
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Originally Posted by FAX:
IMHO, Facebook is the worst invention in the history of the world.
Wanna get inadvertently tracked down by people you've tried to ignore for a decade or longer? Facebook can do it.
I, for one, am on the Screw Facebook Forever Train.
FAX
The best thing about Facebook, and pretty much the only thing I care about, is being able to reestablish contact with people I would have never been able to otherwise. I've moved around a lot, was in the service, and over the years (and long before the internet/email/social media) lost touch with a lot of friends. Now I've got a lot of them back. That being said, the drawbacks are many, especially if you're stupid about what you say and who you associate with. You've got to be careful. [Reply]
Originally Posted by Frazod:
The best thing about Facebook, and pretty much the only thing I care about, is being able to reestablish contact with people I would have never been able to otherwise. I've moved around a lot, was in the service, and over the years (and long before the internet/email/social media) lost touch with a lot of friends. Now I've got a lot of them back. That being said, the drawbacks are many, especially if you're stupid about what you say and who you associate with. You've got to be careful.
Shit I rarely use if for that anymore. I barely post and just use it for information gathering and interests.
I belong to a variety of groups such as a Bourbon Society page, fruit tree growing, AZ gardening, AZ Mustang, sports supplement page, lifting pages, community HOA. Helps me track information on things that interest me or community events. [Reply]
