So, I'm not really happy...on the surface things seem great, I have a decent job, Chiefs are kicking ass, I have a nice crib in the country, a couple cars, play some music on the weekends...
But I'm absolutely depressed. I miss my daughter, I miss my ex-girlfriend, Brittney...
I want to move to NY, but I have to wait for my job.
So, it seems like I'm stuck here, at least for a bit...
Not much is bringing me pleasure, I was so depressed today at work...I get weird thoughts, not like I want to hurt myself, but just...musings on the pointlessness of going to work every single day, just to pay to exist, just to really pay for the kid that I never see...
I'm actually pretty damn lonely, even in a roomful of people.
Originally Posted by Prison Bitch:
Go watch WWII documentaries on Histpry or AMC
After 3-4 of them, you'll be on your knees thanking God for the life you have. No joke - it's great therapy seeing suffering and realizing the ease of American life
a little bit of this. Always remind myself that I have it better than 98% of people who have ever lived. [Reply]
Originally Posted by LoneWolf:
Sorry to hear you are suffering from depression. There is already a ton of good advice in this thread, so I won’t parrot what others have already said.
If you need someone to talk to, shoot me a pm. Being married to a therapist I’ve seen/heard what depression can do to people. I sincerely hope you get to a better place.
Sorry to hear you are feeling depressed bud, as others have said, hang out with some friends, concentrate on the numerous positive aspects in your life and focus on things you can control. [Reply]
