feeling cute, might kill myself later...idk...
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Don’t do it.
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Oh, I won't, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about it several times a day...
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That's ok. Just remember that there is still a future for you.
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It sure doesn't seem like it...feels like hell.
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Dude, when do you get off of the UA train? I'm starting to think you're one of those folks who needs their smoke. Badly.
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10 months...but it's more than that.

It's everything, I ruined my entire life.
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So it's clear to you that your life is in ruins. Many of us have come to understand the blessing of that sort of clarity.

Now you get to throw out all the useless shit that hasn't worked, and rebuild from the foundation up.

Let go. Breathe. I mean it. Breathe. Take a few minutes, turn off all the noise and concentrate on breathing. You've been doing it as long as you've been alive. Now take in fresh bits of your new life with each breath. When you're feeling out of balance, just spend a few moments really experiencing your breathing. In this simple, usually unconscious action you spend this present moment inhaling that which will sustain you in the future, and exhaling that stuff from your past that is no longer useful.

Don't lose the faith, brother. We need and want you here.





By the way, fucking weed was one of the host of things that didn't work. Don't even bother trying to lie to yourself about that.
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I'm outgrowing weed, am smoking far less, and am finding I'm far happier.

Hey rabble:



I've been the emerging sapling many times. Always growing taller.

Stop the negative thoughts.
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we are all gonna make it frens.


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I "ruined my entire life" at 40 years old. 3 years later, my life was better than it had ever been. In every possible way.
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Posting how you're a Holocaust denier might cheer you up. Oh, you already did that.
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You could be living in a van down by the river.
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Can I give you a little advice, rabblerouser?

Get away from all social media. Turn off your computer, put down your phone and get engaged with people and with the outdoors. Join some clubs, volunteer your time, find some new friends, take on a project inside/outside your house, find a new purpose for being here. It is going to be ok, but you have to be the one to make the move. The internet and social media aren’t your friends right now. They’re just places to continue to bury yourself in solitude. You need real interaction outside your home.

Good luck, Brother. I’m praying for you.
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Or living in the same house as Cosmutt.
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