Why is it impossible? The care you are seeking and receiving right now obviously isn't cutting the mustard. Your dog you can kennel for the time you're there. You'll come out healthier, wiser, and probably with a better plan of action on your continuing care. A few weeks away to focus on yourself and your needs will have you hopefully re-energized to get back into living life. I'm sure with proper arrangements through your therapist and the court it would do wonders for the next 10mos.
The consequences with the state will eventually be over with. Yes that part always sucks, but you're going to have to just soldier through that shit the same as everyone else who has to do that.
Iln the meantime, you need to stay in touch with your daughter as much as you possibly can because she's going to be the main reason that pulls you through having to do all of this shit. [Reply]
Originally Posted by RubberSponge:
Why is it impossible? The care you are seeking and receiving right now obviously isn't cutting the mustard. Your dog you can kennel for the time you're there. You'll come out healthier, wiser, and probably with a better plan of action on your continuing care. A few weeks away to focus on yourself and your needs will have you hopefully re-energized to get back into living life. I'm sure with proper arrangements through your therapist and the court it would do wonders for the next 10mos.
But seriously, why is it impossible?
Because I'll lose all my property and won't have anywhere to live. I have to earn money. I can't even take a single day off.
I can't kennel my dog, I can't afford it, for starters. I have to pay rent so I can keep my apartment. Otherwise, I won't have anything left.
Originally Posted by rabblerouser:
Rough day at work today...all my days are long and hard lately, but today has been horrible.
I hate not having a life. I used to have a good life.
I used to have awesome people in my life.
No offense bud, but you're going through this for a reason. You let the bad shit take too much control, and this punishment is intended to get your priorities back in line. This is what it takes. Right now you're simply missing the destructive lifestyle that resulted in you being in this predicament in the first place. You've got to reset your normal from something abusive and destructive to something better. It's hella painful at first. It's not a quick fix. It will continue to be painful. But if you really stick with it, it will get better. I've had friends go through the same. You've just got to put up with the pain of re-centering your priorities to something more sustainable. Doesn't even have to be perfect, just sustainable and healthy. Stick with it. Come here and tell us how shitty you're feeling. We'll make fun of you and support you and find ways of sustaining. Your choices are that or fall down again and lose everything again and maybe start back at square one. A choice to make yourself into something better and be a part of your child's life, or reduce yourself further than you've already been. It's up to you. We'll support your dumb ass. But nobody can do it but you. [Reply]